black out or stay out.

better off without em'

Mon, 04 May 2009 03:48:43 GMT

i really have so much to say
i cant get it out.
so fuckit.

i have nothing else to say

for now..

sooo

Thu, 30 Apr 2009 04:05:59 GMT

haha its been days
annnnndddd

im single again haha
whatever, i dont think ill find anyone half as good as the guy i let go..
but thats my fault, now im living with the end results of god knows.. u bunch of bullshit.

i dont really have much to say,
i could go on talking u bunch of shit about some people since they would never read this in a million years... but im better then that...

so imma leave it at that..
lattterrsss

time to blaze it upp haha

alone.

its been a while..

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 07:26:35 GMT

get the fuck up tres pinos!!!!lol whats going on!!
im super bored so decided to update this thingy.
im now going to beauty school ill be graduating this summer
im only working on every other saturday just for a little extra cash
my computer crashed
i just fixed it it supppper bomb noe hhmmmhhh :]
i have a boyfriend named jonathan who has shown me change is possible..
who is here to comfort me though all the shitty partys of life that have been coming donw on me hard these past few weeks
im waiting for him to get back co we can crash out
well im gunna lay and wait for him, blaze it, much and crash out
goodnight lames =]

Fri, 24 Oct 2008 02:48:27 GMT

feeling a bit better
zeitgiest came out with a new movie.
i still dont know what levi was thinking..
it hurt me that he had to act like that...
it was really mean.

its really awkward when i kick it with my friends brother now too.
i just wish i wouldnt have gotten myself into that situation.

but i feel better now because my mind is occupied..
lets hope it stays that why for a while.

hmmm

expendables are great <33

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 01:54:07 GMT

i have not updated this in a while.
ive been super busy with beauty school.

im mad at myself for being a horrible girlfriend.
but i knew it was coming and i had to do what i did.
for the better.. i needed it and i wasnt just gunna not do it and lie to myself or him. that wouldnt be rite. Well i did nothing wrong, but i feel horrible..

these past few days ive felt off..
i have a feeling in my stumach that makes me feel awkward about everything.
makes my heart sink, stumach drop. i dont likt this one bit..

i never really did like the feeling of being alone, but i guess i have to work on it. it scares me when im alone..
i need to be OK with being by my self before i can be with anyone else.

i feel sick..

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 04:29:00 GMT

im getting this

Tue, 26 Aug 2008 02:12:38 GMT

you wont hear from me for a while
ill only keep in contact with my most loved ones.
otherwise you wont see or hear from me.
im doing this.
dont stop me.
i need this.
bye.

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 18:42:50 GMT

friday night i saw this guy that i knew. i was kind of talking to him before i met danny. it eneded badly, he told me tonever talk to him again blah blah blah. well i saw him, it was awkward. later on in the night he walks upto me and says"why didnt you say hi to me". that pissed me off! then later that night i went to a party and he was there too! he decides to talk to me ans tells me to call him because he misses my phone call. stupid boys. i almost told him off but i just walked away.

saturday night!!
kiked it with all the homies =]
got helllaaaaaaa drunk
i think i cried
me and my friend cryed to each other.
crazzzzy huh!
i was crying because some one hit on me
i dont know why i would cry abaout that?
you tell me

i love baccardi =]

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 19:58:13 GMT

theres a lot on my mind..
ill tell you later, after i go sleep
crazzzzzzzy

today may be one of the worst days of my life

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 20:48:26 GMT

the love of my life is leaving today for boot camp.
im going to miss him terribly.
it does not matter if you loved him first.
i lovee him now, and always
if you're not together still, it was not love....DUHHHH
cunnnnnnttttt

im not gunna cry

just woke up..

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 16:37:14 GMT

today is dannys and mine second month of being together =]
everything is amazing.
but it feels like we have been together for days.
AND today my baby leaves in a week.
this is NOT going to be fun AT ALL

big daddy

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 00:24:21 GMT

im at dannys house.
im super happy and have no worries...
for now...:P
i love my baby =]
he is perfect in every way
he is a butthead :P
hes leaving soon...
i think :/

Thu, 10 Jul 2008 21:09:29 GMT

im so sleepy
danny practicaly lives here.
i love him
were playing my wii ALOT.
biker rally this weekend.
im glad danny is taking the time to get close to my brothers.
he is leaving soon.
im not the happiest camper around..
im gunna miss him you know..

eghhh

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:59:55 GMT

im so tired
im going to take a nap
its hot outside
ive been dumb these past few days
and ive been drinking and smoking for a few days in a row
thats not good.
i miss danny
im going to sleep

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 23:27:17 GMT

ive been at kyles allot lately.
danny practically lives at my house.
im trying to spendd everymoment with him till he leaves=[
ive just been living it up.

here i come fourth of july.

=]

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 21:25:09 GMT

im at dannys house
we walked here from my house
its pretty hot outside.
it feels good to be home
i would put up pictures from the wedding but..
im nto home so...
im bored, danny isin the shower
when he is all ready well be going downtown
ill be going into work
while he runs errands
then we got to find something to do..

thats my day

sacramento

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 20:24:12 GMT

bored bored bored.
the wedding im in does not start till 4
well the pictures anyways.
made my uncle pay for some internet
my hair is al "did"
ill be home at somepoint on sunday.
i miss danny :/
he is house sitting for me
taking care of the dogs.
cant wait to see all my family
i love them.
they should be here soon.
im going on a date day soon
with danny. im excited.

ill put pictures from the wedding up soon i think.

06/19/2008

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 18:21:45 GMT

igot my phone back last night. danny spent the night again. im not going to b grounded this up comming monday danny is going to be house sitting for me while i am in sac for a wedding im in. im all ready for today. im going to miss everyone. ill be gone for amost 4 days. im watchin g true life with danny. bye=)

bored

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 01:28:36 GMT

im still grounded. it was hot today....
im laying down in my babys arms.
we just ate dinner and were supper full..
were watchinh lilo and stich the movie
he has been spending the night almost everynight.
i love it. i love it wen we have our tickle fights.
so its for sure now he is lavoing me
he get to go to the navy im happy for him
but im still pretty sad though.
he still does not know his leave date yet.
annnndddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
im onhis phone becauseim grounded

grounded

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 19:26:57 GMT

i got way to shmaded and now im grounded no computer or cell phone for a week ):
It's not that bad I wasn't in that much trouble

HORRIBLE experence
i wanted to die =[
puked like 46238951 times..
yeahhhh
ill try and update this durring the week

im new at this.

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 01:51:10 GMT

Today sucked. I was supposed to go to a fashion show with danny but i ended up not going :/ So im here bored and tired. Trying to learn the "ropes". Betty is driving me insane. She thinks im 16 with raging hormones and too much freedom. Idk but she is super old fashioned and needs to get over it. Hello its 2008. not 500b.c

IM SO STOKED because i get my license this month (thanks to my 3.0 gpa)!!
hopefully i get it before danny leaves. Its funny because i find it iron how we are together, even though lie a month ago he told me he didn't want to be with me. Now look at us. The happiest couple ever. We're really happy together. I try to spend ALL my time with him before he leaves. We're going to stay together and ill wait for him. We will live together and eventually get a wiener dog named Oswald. =] it was cute we were at target the other day looking at things to put in out house/ apartment. This feels good. <3

On the 27 im going to register for Beauty school.
start that when school starts back up.
be on independent studies.
graduate early.
move to san diego.
go to vedal sasoon!
And massage therapy.

i hope our plans for the future work out.